Adam Again

What happens when you care about somebody so much, yet you feel like he only cares about you when its not around his close friends, or the girls that liked him or he felt about. You try so hard not to get jealous or mad yet its not that you are its just that you care and you have those doubts and your afraid of losing him (or her). You try not to fall for them, yet you do anyways and in the end all you can do is just want to be with them. you constantly think about them and all you can do is want to be with them. Well, that's the vent, I'm falling for a guy that wont even tell his friends that we are together. he wont even say hey when were around them, like today. but it only bothers me until he looks at me with those eyes. Then I'm right back into falling in love with him. the thing is I've tried to not but i cant help it, i was told by a really old wise person your never in love with somebody your constantly falling more and more and more in love with them each day and that no relationship is perfect it always needs work cuz without work no relationship is worth it its too perfect and it'll get boring. but that's OK i do care about him and i intend on keeping him so ill just bite my lips and kiss him and ill be good.