Newbie...Again

I gave birth to my little boy Trysytn Joell Brady , he was 7lbs and 1oz and 19 inches long. hes my pride and joy in life next to God. I'm a stronger Christian even though day to day i feel some days I'm weaker then others but then i just pray. I love my McCarter and Anderson Families and I love my sisters, Juanita, Dannie. Nicole and Ciara. I loves my brothers Jake, Spencer, Matthew and Jr.

♥ Craig ♥
I love my Craig. He's my present and future. We are stronger then most think and he, unlike others, support me in the decisions i have made. He makes me a better person and woman. He is my rock. I love him forever and always.
♥ Craig ♥

I officially don't have a mother or father anymore. The woman that was my mother died years ago, on the operating table. That woman would be pissed, if she could see herself right now. I love my little boy and that is why i have decided to give him to the McCarters as an open adoption. He was conceived in the worse way possible and im no where ready to be a mom. One day i will be and i will be a great mom. they can give him the life he deserves. I will still be momma Jessie but Sarah will be his mom and that's ok with me. I thank GOD everyday that he put them in my life. I have to say that I'm a better mother than my mom was to me, just by giving Trystyn to the McCarters because that takes more strength than anything else. I need to get my life straight and to get my health where it needs to be.

I have faltered in a lot of things but im getting better now and i intend of continuing to get better.

I'm going to school to be a Vet Tech so i can gain expirience in the field. Then i am going to go on to become a large animal vet, but im not sure what my specific large animal group is gunna be yet.

I have learned through my short but eventful life, that you never know what GOD is going to throw at you but if you stay strong and pray, he'll get you anywhere.